thats not how I look =P I just wanted to show how much a stand out between them

Friends ar idiots !! well at least my friends are.. =T

Im known sometimes as the serious one. And my friends are known as the immature ones.
and latley, Im really mad at them !! and I want to move to another class, but I don't know how to tell them.
since there such kids, they will be really pissed off.

I have PLENTY of close friends but they don't know that. ( bad listeners )
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anyway Im absent today.*didn't feel like going*
and I got a text* that says
~Hey slamat ;( why didn't you come today u missed so much fun well see ya sat~

I know my friends and there parents numbers, but I dont know who that is !!
and why text me ? why not just bbm me.

I called but no one answered so I replayed

* Hey umm I don't have your number so I have no idea who you are*
it felt kinda rude but I want to know !!!

and not many people know this number.

so I keep thinking ** who was that **
and ** awwww someone misses me**

Back Again...

Tomorrow is school !! =D

and mama nashbatle making sure I wake up early today !! My eyes hurt !!

so I turn on the light so I can pretend to be awake while I'm not, but I keep hallucinating thinking she'll walk in any time. << mama's girl =T


I had so much fun with my friend yesterday and I'm really excited for tomorrow ( at least I was excited =T )

I really miss all the girls !! and can't wait to see them.

Who cares !!

you know what I love the most about blogging...

that no one really cares what you say.
Its your blog you can type what ever you want and what ever you think on it, and no one can sass back.

ex.

* I really hate double faced girls !! just like this close friend I had, and now she's my ex-friend. so if she's reading this she knows her self, she's my only only ex-friend. your an idiot


ok maybe this was a lame example but you can't heir her nagging voice write ? =D

same with your ..
*wife/husband
*son/daughter

even staff !! any one !! well except the government =P

but other than that, you can say what ever you want !! this is a free blog

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So I was playing chess this morning with my dad ...
the thing is I never played chess, and I don't know how .

every time he moved something I do the same thing xD

so he gave me this nice book about learning chess.

it's in arabic but he said its the only one he found in his library ( he reads lots of books =P -mashallah- )
he said he has 3 other ones but he'll find them for me later

this is the one he gave me

What A Mess !!

Today two of my friends are coming back from there vacation and I WAS freekin' excited for this day to come !!
We agreed on a sleep over at my house and some how I WAS more excited then ever !!
Its not our first sleep over but they didn't see the new house that we just moved into this summer.

so this morning I wake up and a feel like a have a little bit of a cold, but I didn't mind. I though it was the usual kind that I get almost every morning. but it wasn't and I didn't know that, till then.
Any ways ... My mom tells me there's this party with her friends and some of there kids are coming and there my age.

I really DIDN'T FEEL LIKE GOING AT ALL !! I wanted to punch a mirror rather than going !!

but my mom has bin trying to drag me to these parties to meet the girls, like along time ago !!

every time she tells me and I say no she gives me one of her puppy face looks 'cause Iv bin saying no a lot and I couldn't say no this time.

It's not that It's not fun there but there your friends and there daughters are nice and everything just not the kind that I usually get along with very well.

so my mom want's me to ware the outfit I wore to my last party ( god I wished I didn't show her that) 'cause really, it so much hard work !!
I feel really sick !! and my head hurts !! and I have to ware a pantyhose, a high waist skirt, and the most uncomfortable top in my closet << as long as I can remember ;P

so I go with her and all Iv bin doing is sneeze !!  
my sneezes are usually seven or eight on a row, believe it or not !! but this time I sneezed a lot and it was annoying me more than the people around me !!  

god I felt sooo tiered !! I wanted to go home and sleep the cloudy snore " the cloudy snore is when I fall into bed and relax while the bed feels like a cloud, yes I do have a wide imagination ;p "
that day even made me sicker !! << if that's a word ;P

Finally after six hours I get to go home !!

I go to my room and when I look at my self at the mirror I'm a total mess !! I worked myself when I seemed sick and now I look even worst !!


Mom really picked the wrong day to drag me to her and her friend's little party and now I'm not excited for the sleep over any more !! matter of fact I'm wondering when that day will come so it can pass in peace !!

I looked at myself and my hair was all frizzy, My face looked pale !! and my nose was all red and I wanted to rip it off !!!!! so I can  finally relax !! even my voice changed a little.

then I remember I have to meet with my friends tomorrow and TOMORROW is when I'm having the sleep over that I was waiting to have ever since Ramadan !!


I change, jump on my bed and get that " aaah " relaxing feeling.

so my mom walks in, and of course she doesn't notes a thing like all ways. and my cat willy walks in with her.
I don't like it when willy is in my room. when he's in, he's never out.

you see my room is really cold, and willy is really furry so he gets really hot. most of the times he sleeps on the floor so he will feel a little less hotter. << the should come up with another word ;p

so he comes in my room and lays down.

" mama please take the cat "

"don't worry he'll follow me out"

"mama that's what you al wayse say and leave as if hes gonna follow you but he doesn't w enty tis7been"

"okay we'll see about that"

My mom though I was challenging her or something so she was standing out side my room for about fifteen minutes trying to get the cat to come to her.

for gods sake he's not even looking !! another five minutes and he notices and leave.

My mom comes back, rubes it on my face then finally leaves.

Today was like a week of school to me, with no recess and extra home work and seven essays.

I just hope and pray enshallah tomorrow turns out the way I was expecting and wishing for, for the last 6 weeks.

Many Adventures Passed, Lots To Go

11 days till school and I'm crazy excited =D

usually girls question themselves, when will the best year come. but they don't know it's passing already.
me and my friends always think " banat metta tje al sanna elly nfellaha feeha? " its always " thanawii enshallah !! "

yesterday I was talking on the phone with one of my close friends and we started talking about the fun and as I like to call them " the adventures " that we had last year. and we didn't notes them pass.

I learned that enjoy each moment by the second !! because time passes quickly !! and you'll regret not enjoying them for the rest of your life !!

besides, enjoying them make awesome stories to tell ;)

Grown Up's

I just watched the trailer for the movie grown up's and its awesome.
I actually saw the movie before, I just wanted to see a part of it again.
this Little kid who's real name is cameron boyce is soooo cute !!
he's  11 I guess. Hes born on 1999 but I don't know the exact date. 
but he's amazingly gorgeous !! if I had a smiley that had hearts instead of eyes Id put 'em.
the best part is, when he and his brother where each waring a tux and one of the boys phone rings and they start dancing to it it was soooo cute !!  .. me and my friends cracked up right awaay !! xD
* youll know what I mean when you see the movie *

I totally recommend it. I really enjoyed it <3

I tried to look up some pictures for the cute kid but this is the closest thing I got.

Pardon me

I keep watching Enrique's video clip for his song " I like it ".
I just can't keep my eyes of him !! He's amazingly gorgeous !! 
some of the girls go " ewww hes gay " or " ughh I don't like him"

umm.. okaay not only that I didn't ask for your opinion but please respect, that people are different tastes !! and you can't disgust that !

besides I think he's Hot ! ! with the capital H if you didn't see that ;p
I really don't like the kind that thinks or pretends he's a gangster or a hustler !! if your not born as one then your not ! and a real one wont call him self a hustler !! ( Im not talking about celebrities )
plus you cant fake the accent. you just come with it.

just like this one time I was arguing with an ex-friend about the word sexy !!
she says: "black people say it sessy !! I should know "
I was like WTF !! " no sweety sassy is another word they'll think your saying sassy !! sexy is how you say it in all accents !! "

you know, when I first met her she was the cuties girl ever !! the kind that can't get enough pink and soo girly !!

then she turned into this fake black girl !! ok black people and there looks and talks are hot but that's when your a guy and not a fake one !! I think that girls are known for there feminine and delicate side <3 besides when a girl is a player she doesn't use lines !! like movie lines !! it sounds wrong.

I just don't like people who fake that because it shows that YOU are fake, and all you show is all you have !!

witch reminds me of people and photography these days !!

you must heard this a lot and might have said Im not one of them !! but maybe you are !!

` If you have a camera that doesn't mean your a 6oo6in' photographer !! `

until now I haven't seen a person with a camera who didn't use picnik for editing the picture and typing on it flaana photography or said my new model my sis or who ever or splash water on her hands and took a picture and goes by: me !!

ok it's fine of you like to take pictures but you not a professional photographer and they are not models !!

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ok change of subject,, have you heard about that priest jones, who wants to burn a bunch of Qurans. alot of people are against him.
they say he walks with a  gun encase anyone tries to attack him.

I think what he's doing is the stupidest thing ever !!

Im muslim and yes Im against it but what the heck burn them !! you'll be burned yourself when you face god !!

just like what my aunt says " w k2neh by'3ayer shy !! e7rgha 3sak tn7rg bnar jahanam "

what will he gain anyway !! its not like if he burns them he'll change anything in islam !!

he just wanted fame and he risked it !! just wait a couple of months. just when he thinks every one forgot, he will get killed =T

I herd that he has a messed up sick past.

this has nothing to do with catholics !!
I know a lot of them and I like them very much

but this guys mommy didn't teach him much =T


So its Eid !! Eid Mobaaraaak !! and Haapppyyy eeiid !!

Im with my family of course and it feels a little different.

one of my brothers left for school and the other one will leave. =(

My aunt just had a new born (( non inspected, we were very surprised when she was pregnant and scared 'cause shes 41 but al 7amdulelah the little girl is healthy and okay and her name is Baby lulu " after my granny " ))

My other aunt just got married and is now pregnant on the 8th month.

and so far my grandfather has bean dead for about 3 and a half years allah yr7mah w y'3ferlah ya rb !!


I hope everyone is enjoying there Eid and holidays.

With <3,
Lama ... =)

Its amazing what books can do to a person.
some people have a life too simple for books. like people who don't read, and mostly dont care about reading or anything ells besides themselves. I've met a lot of people from this kind. and I experienced what its like to be one of them. they think there the only people that matter in life. witch makes there life even smaller. I had a small life once. but I have a new life style now. I like to read, and I love to learn. I want to meet new people. and experience new things. I want to visit different places. and not regret one minute of it.

To me when I open a book, I open a whole new different world.


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So I was checking the virgin megastore website to see if there's any good books to read. I saw many books that I wanted to read soooo bad. I just wished I would just click one of the books then read. witch reminded me of the Ipad. I wanted an I pad but then I though an I pad is only for people who have tuns of books !! I read books but not enough to get an Ipad. some girls I know NEVER read books unless its for school. and they bought an Ipad. Why, you ask I don't know. and to top it off, there Ipad is empty !! y3nee 7aram !

So I gave my self a challenge witch is if you read more than 99 books you get an Ipad without counting the ones you red before. so I just started with three.

witch are

*The Six Most Important Decisions You'll Ever Make As A Teen
*A Million Little Peaces
and,
*The Secret Life Of A Slummy Mummy

I red and finished the 1st one and I just LOVED it !! its by: Sean Covey and he really knows how to keep you reading especially if your a teen. his father is an awesome writer too, I guess it runs in the family.

the second one witch is a million little peaces was... well I didn't finish it. its kinda boring. Im not saying hes a bad writer but I just couldn't keep on.

and finally '' the secret life of a slummy mummy '' I started the first page a long time ago I just couldn't pass the second page, until yesterday before I slept. and apparently Im on page 6 =P

This just tough me never shop for books with dad.
the 1st book I already knew because I kinda red a couple of pages before, at the school library. unlike the other two books that I just bought because I liked the cover. I know I shouldn't be judging from the cover, but my dad left me no choice !! the thing about my dad is that he doesn't want to see me grow up AT ALL. so every time I want to buy a book he would go " Lama !! you cant read this book !! its not for your age !! '' umm dad !! its in the young adults section !! well I said it in my mind, so no one heard it but me. 

just like one time we traveled, and my lil' cousin came along. she's like 9 years old. and for the 1st time !! my dad was off my back !! it was all about her !! he was treating her just like how he treats me !! witch made me realize my dad just wants a little girl to do all that crazy stuff with. and since I'm the youngest, I'm the one who has to deal with all of it. you know whats the weirdest part !! that my dad doesn't want any more kids !! many times I open this subject with him Im like '' baba did you know eno its 7aram to say we don't want any more kids, enough '' my mom is okay with having another born, but my dad doesn't !!.

..Weird huh =/